Something Wicked

[tidal_race]

I just watched the Supernatural ep. Something wicked.

I just watched the ep. obviously. I've been in the defend John at least a little club until just about now. I don't think he's a horrible person or anything, but he did a real number on Dean. And I just realized how much Sam was the baby of the family. I think John saw more of Mary in Sam and was deathly afraid of losing him too.

Back to Dean. I think his dad probably did look at him differently after that, but not the way Dean thought. I think maybe John finally realized that Dean really was just a little kid. Or maybe he thought it would be easier for both of them if they never mentioned it again.

I'm getting a vibe from John that says he enjoyed doing what he did, that it wasn't all about revenge all the time. He and Dean do have quite a bit in common in that.  Maybe he's getting tired of it now, but I think there was a definite thrill for John in the hunt.  I'm also seeing where Dean got all of that emotional shit from. It always felt like Dad was playing favorites. 

In the end all I can say is this...grrrrrrr....John is such a guy.

Comments

[ckll.livejournal.com]

I also didn't like that a father can treat his sons like soldiers and not like adults with feelings who have (want) their own lives.
This 'favorite' thing would be eventually between Sam and Dean.

[tidal_race]

First off, I love your icon!

Second, thanks for the reply. I wasn't really expecting to get one from anybody. :)

I can understand in a way what John did, because I'm an oldest and my single mom often put me in charge of my younger siblings. It still sucks though. And the funny thing is at the same time you resent it, you don't want anybody to start treating you your age again, when you're not needed to carry so much responsibility. You sort of want to be the protector/in charge.

[ckll.livejournal.com]

I'm only child and i don't know how it feels like. Sometimes i feel like i wanted an older sibling to stand by my side.